There are distinct times in my life when I am keenly aware that I am living a special moment. They are moments that stick with me and I recall time and time again to remind me that I am loved, I am blessed, and that I have been shown grace. Walking into Turlington Plaza for the first time as a freshman on my way to class at UF, I remember getting this overwhelming feeling of gratitude for my parents and what they provided for me. Walking down the aisle with my mom on my wedding day, the expectation and excitement of knowing I would be married to Chad that evening – joy in my heart for the life we were about to start. Sitting at dinner with my Magnolia friends in New York City, pouring out our hearts over a fantastic bottle of wine, enjoying the company of each other. Kayaking down Wekiva, the stillness of the surroundings, the morning just beginning and the adventure of the day ahead. Finishing the MS150 with Chad, though my body sore, my heart was full of accomplishment. Finding out I was pregnant – it transformed a kindling of excitement into nine months of expectancy and hope for a healthy baby. All these moments bring me to this next special moment – today. I have had the privilege to take care of Evelyn during the day in our home, I arranged time off from work this summer to be here with her. This morning, our sweet child fell asleep in my arms for her morning nap. There is no better moment than the feeling of your baby sleeping in your arms – her warmth, her small breath, her perfect scent. I was present in the moment this morning as I rocked her in my arms – being present in life and knowing when things are good – these are the things that make a life worth living. Chad and I say this often, we never knew it was possible to love another person this much, our family bond grows strong with each day since Evelyn was born. Watching her sleep in my arms – it is a mix of maternal pride and gratitude, but it is also a sense of grace from God that he granted me this child to raise and love. Being present and enjoying the present is what makes life beautiful.
